-maya/aka-
click on sayaka up there for my prns.page!! | tmasc bigender lesbian | taken!! | he/she/doll/bubble/frill | ASD, ADHD, NPD, etc, carrd frequently updated
"The sly ability to steal someone else's experience and recreate it as if it were my own is the only real talent I possess."
"Good night. I'm Cinderella without her prince. Do you know where to find me in Tokyo? You won't see me again."
-intro-
"Luffy. I dont want this. It's your fault for being a pirate! If youre really my friend, then youll give up that life.. All right. You don't have to fight me; just sit there and lose."
haii i'm maya or aka!! i am the average chronically online, geeky, nerdy, narcissistic, autistic teenager. the BIGGEST inclusionist, bigender lesbian (? or bisexual who knows), i'm indonesian-canadian and i speak both english et français! (mais c'est un petit peu mal..) ONE PIECE HYPERFIX. i am a himejoshi, yumejoshi, COMSHIPPER, PROFIC-ISH, and literally the number one yandere trope fan ever!! i am also a dollkin and a sayaka saeki, UTA, yuri ddlc, charlotte pudding, muu kusonoki, muni ohnaruto, and kanata shinkai fictkin.
"I can give you everything that matters. Stop fighting and enjoy life with me! We could arm wrestle, and eat all kinds of food; like we did before, right? Just laughing and living life in peace!.. Fine, Luffy. I dont need you. Not in my new age. Too bad."
(uta and luffy are literally me and my gf!!!!!)
-interests/characters-
"...I hate this! I hate -- boys! I hate my father, and my mother! I hate -- everyone! Nobody cares about me, nobody stays with me!! So I don't want to depend on anybody. ...But I hate it, at the same time! It's a pain! I don't want to be alone! I don't wanna be alone, I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE!!!"
(these are all of my fav characters and interests, so if you dont like these things I dont like u!!!)
(interests)
ONE PIECE., OTOME GAMES, ONEPIECE., VAN GOGH AND CLASSIC LIT, ONE PIECE!!!, collecting yuri manga, (hyperfixes)
mod psycho 100, nanbaka, enstars, amnesia memories, community, superstore, hakuoki, cupid parasite, d4dj, idolish7, hypnosis mic, rizline, pjsekai, ikemen games (spec ikevamp et ikesen), a3, idolmaster cinderella girls, gyaru and lolita fashion, math and english, french, nanbaka, bsd, jjk, chainsaw man, evangelion, shinsei kamettechan, soutaiseiriron, tokenainamae, ano, tvgirl, mitski, hollow mellow, the cure, buck-tick, vkei in general, j cole, kanye west, childish gambino, mad father, nso, ddlc, etc
_____________________________(characters)
UTA. FRANKYY!!! UTA. BLACKLEG SANJI, VIVI NEFERTARI, CHARLOTTE PUDDING (shes me ong), UTA. ASL BROTHERS. UTAAAA. LUFFYYYYY!!!! NICO ROBIN, BROOK, NAMI CATBURGLAR, TONY TONY CHOPPER, ANY STRAWHAT!!! YAMATO, MOB/SHIGEO AND RITSU KAGEYAMA, REIGEN ARATAKA, SERIZAWA, ULTI, WHITEBEARD (AND HIS CREW), CARROT, PERONA, BARTOLOMEO, ROSINANTE+DOFLAMINGO DONQUIXOTE, BABY5, GILL LOVECRAFT, KENSHIN UESUGI!!, paulie, trafalgar d. water law, eustass kidd, kurozumi kanjuro, umheisuke toudou, hachirou iba, toma, Kent, and ukyo (amnesia memories), all hakuoki guys other than the main three, the underground man, the schoolgirl, annie edison, abed nadir, frankie (community), dina foxx, mayu sakuma, really any cinderella girl characters, muni ohnaruto, sora harukawa, tsukasa suou, kanata shinkai, nazuna nito, suguru getou, ame/kangel, clavis lelouch, nikolai gogol, fukuchi ouchi, lucy maud montgomery, naomi tanizaki, suguru getou, any a3 guy, spec chikage utsuki, kazunari miyoshi, misumi ikaruga and masumi usui, miiko takeshita, any happyara girls, sayaka saeki, asuka langley soryu, nagi rokuya, any unichord gurls, arthur (ikevamp), motonari, and hideyoshi (ikesen)
"I wanna live by myself! I don't want my Papa, and my Mama! I'll live by myself! And then, I won't cry any more! But.. I'm still crying! Why am I crying?!"
-interact-
"If that's the only future I have, then, I'd rather die, to save me the pain..!!!"
interact
ONE PIECE FANS ONE PIECE FANS ONE PIECE FANSSS.
SELFSHIPPERS. OTOME GAME FANS!!!!!
people with similar interests
other people with autism or personality disorders
nerds+geeks
people who like classic literature
people who like vincent van gogh
rare/cross/comshippers (not the ones who ship gross shit that they havent expierienced, or the ones who supoort the stuff irl)
people who use xenos
people who i generally agree with
affectionate/clingly/annoying people (I LOVE YOUU)
himejoshi himedanshi yumeioshis
"I.... WANT TO LIVE!!!! Take me with you! Take me away from here!!!!"
"What is he saying..? Screw him!! What is he thinking?! Since I was born, Ive never been told..! Not a single person has ever told me that this eye's beautiful...!!"
dislikes
actual one piece haters (I am very autistic and will hold the biggest grudge against you)
uta haters (she is literally me!!!! if you dont like her you will NOT like me.)
sanji haters (you are beyond annoying)
loser freaks (homophobes, racists, etc)
mean anti shippers
16+ lolishocons
ppl who are mean for no reason
ppl who ACTUALLY hurt minorities (idc if you make jokes abt trans or gay ppl, just dont actually hurt us)
ACTUAL fatphobes (I am a VERY big fatty!!! I will literally drown u in my thousands of kgs of fat)
isreal defenders
ppl who beleive in blackwashing, narc abuse, or misandry
ppl who ship rapey stuff/bad stuff in a sexual/romantic way without being a victim themselves (eww!!)
ppl who are anti-fiction (I am profic sort of)
rightists centrists
EXCLUSIONISTS!!!!!! (I literally dont care if your identity is conflicting. Being queer is not something you can fit into little boxes of what can and cant be!!)
transmed
people who dont beleive in ANY self diagnosis
(the above two are fine to stay, just know i will always disagree with u)
pro irl anti otherkin (I am otherkin+dollkin)
"No one will love me, because I'm an ugly freak. Like all the others, when you find out who I really am..."
-byi-
"If you're going to make me the villain, it's ok to ignore me. If it's endurance, I'm used to it. It's just having another taste of it ."
(this page is basically just me talking about how i most likely have narcissistic personality disorder and many traits of borderline and that it effects my relationships a lot. also that im like profic-ish and stuff soo if you are fine with all that then just ignore this)
this is just as a warning bcuz i have many issues!! uhmm some issues i have include: overall narcissism, frequently ignoring people for extended amount of times, black and white thinking/switching up on you very easily, being very mean sometimes, being EXTREMELY emotional or EXTREMELY emotionless, being clingy and jealous easily, latching onto people who I like, seeing others as lesser/higher beings, stuff like that. other than that, i feel that it is also important to note that i am a comshipper and profic. this does not mean i like real or fic weird shit. nor does this mean that i support anything bad irl. i support darkships but only under the condition that there are warnings, you do not support it irl, and that if it's like rape stuff be a victim. if you friend me you may get darkship stuff on your fyp. other than that, i say slurs that i can reclaim, make and have friends who make edgy jokes, stuff like that.
"Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me. Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret. The stabbing of the little devil's voice, counterattack being a suicide note. I love YOU."
